darling, i've followed your blog for awhile and i can tell you'r heart has been through the ringer. Stay strong and be true to yourself. You’re beautiful and i can tell you have a huge, beautiful heart and that you really loved this boy, but you deserve so much more. you have so much love to give and i'm sorry that the person you want to give it to, just keeps hurting you but he will regret it one day and by then it’ll be too late.