i love that quote. i really tried everything i could to fight for this boy because i truly loved him and in the end i was just fucked over and messed with and hurt. what a waste of 5 months. i spent way too long on one person just to be walked away from a million times. like damn, where was my self respect though?!?

oh well, time to throw in the towel, say fuck it, and start loving myself. i’m going to dedicate everything to me, i’m going to be selfish, i’m going to build up confidence, and i’m going to hold my head up high. and hopefully god will send me a super gorgeous white boy who knows how to dress and has a pretty voice to sing to me, oh and loves and fights for me the same way i love and fought for you.

ps- i super hate you, ya dickhead.